I seem to be medicating the loss of current relationship with a relationship of the past. I am not sure if this is good or bad.
I think my ideal woman would be somebody like Edie Brickell.
About Me
- Floyd Hill
- Circa 2006 - Well first off, I am an addict and I admit I am powerless over it and it has made my life unmanageable. So much so that I now have confirmation that my wife is going to divorce me. I believe that less than .01% of the world's (human) population is mentally healthy and this mental health comes about only by pure sheer accident. We're all fucked up it is just a matter of to what degree. As an engineer, I am still wondering when I get to drive the train.
I don't know who Edie Brickell is.
ReplyDeleteBut I don't think medicating your current relationships with a past relationship is healthy. No.
But it is normall. Not uncommon.
I think somehow you should not have to need someone else to be whole. I think you should learn how to be whole by yorself first. Once you can do that, then you can find someone if you want. But only if they are whole too. Other wise you will just go in circles. Same problems,different people.
make sense?