Publicly Humiliated

So yesterday, I had a meeting to discuss a project I along with two other people are working on. A number of my peers were there. My boss was there and the next guy above him was there. At the end of the meeting I and the other two guys were berated in front of everybody in the meeting for not working as a team. I don't beleive any of us felt like we were not working as a team. But that doesn't matter. If it did not appear to him that we were working as a team so be it. The problem is, is being dressed down in front of everybody.

As the day went on, I found myself becoming increasingly pissed off. I also found myself really scratching at my leg. My left upper leg really started to itch bad. Several times I had to go to the bathroom just to itch the shit out of my leg.

By the end of the day, I found myself thinking about what I would like to say at our next meeting. This what I thought:

Just after everybody sits down, I would close the door, then ask, "So does anybody have any ass chewin they would like to do. I would like to get that part of the meeting out of the way first. I mean now is the time to publicly humiliate people if you feel the need to to do it. I mean if it will help you feel better to make another person here feel lower than whale excrement at the bottom of the deepest regions of the seas then now is the time in the meeting that I would like that to take place."

In fact I might even publish a meeting agenda. It might look something like this:

1.) Fuck over other people in meeting in front of peers.
2.) Discuss subject of meeting
3.) Topic 1
4.) Topic 2
5.) etc.

But I am over it now.

Remember:

Foregiveness is the answer

A cruel place

The world feels like a very cruel place today.