I can't believe it's true

there are roads left in both of our shoes.

But there are. As long as we have the children between us - we will travel those roads. I hope we will be able to travel those roads together.

I'm looking in

on the good life, I might be doomed never to find.

Or maybe it is that I am in the good life and I just don't know it!?

Good luck to Liam

Off and running yesterday. I hope his journey is happy and peaceful.

Talked to the Ex Yesterday

The couple of days leading up to that were horrendous. I don't know why, but I felt like I was taking a final or a midterm in college - same type of anxiety. I was really afraid of her shaming me and all that stuff.

Things don't seem too bad today

Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia and the Golden Ratio

An equation derived in 1994 connects the golden ratio to the Number of the Beast (666):[1]

Which can be combined into the expression:

666; it's everywhere you want to be:

What's the deal with the font, man!?

Future talk with ex-wife

First of all I need to say I am really afraid to have any type of conversation with you.

I would like to state one important boundary relative to this conversation that I hope you find reasonable:


1.) Please do not talk about expectations about what I should or should not or should have done, been done, or be doing. This gives me nothing but shame and may cause me to become very resentful and/or angry. And in some cases may result in the following side effects such as one, a combination of, or all of the following: hair loss, upset stomach, prolonged head aches, loss of sleep, neck pain, back pain, and/or partial immobility, nausea, paranoid delusional fantasy. And in very rare cases, hypersensitivity or allergic reaction to gas consisting of

Nitrogen: 78% (78 parts out of a hundred)Oxygen: 20% (21 parts out of a hundred)Carbon Dioxide: 0.03% (3 parts out of a thousand)Rare Gases (Helium, Argon, Krypton, Neon, Xenon and Radon together make up 0.97%)

Sometimes referred to as Air.

I remember when. . .

I remember when I was learning to Programming PLC's, She was there
I remember when I was learning AutoCad, she was there.
I remember when I was getting my masters in Engineering Management, she was there.
I remember when my mom died, she was there.
I remember when I was upset with how things were going at work, she was there
I remember when I was designing and building the fin coating machine, she was there.
I remember when Rob and I were into brewing beer, she was there.
I remember as Rob left for Minnieapolis, she was there.
I remember when I was friends with Bruce, she was there.
I remember when I went to Ballie's to work out, she was there.
I remember when I was really getting into programming computers, she was there.
Here I go, the spiral, down I go. I can't see through my tears.
I remember play eucher with Bruce and Mary, she was there, she was my partner.
I remember riding motorcycles to Telluride, she was there, she was my partner and would be my wife when we got back.
I remember buying my first house, she was there
I remember living at Craig's, she was there
I remember driving back to Ohio with her to meet my parents, she was there, she was my partner
I remember driving from Wadsworth to Pennsylvania listening to Susanne Vega, to visit her grandmother, she was there she was my partner.
I remember reading "Misery" by Stephen King, I remember going to see the movie with her.
I remember reading the Stand together.
This is too much, I need to stop now.

The Train

Man, I really love trains. And I really loved the trains in germany. I put a movie - kind of a bad movie - on the web of a train ride at night and at day. There is also a couple of views of a train station. The movie starts out at a train station in Praque, then in Dresden, then in Munich. The station is in Munich. Click on the "Die Bahn" logo above.