Life and Times of Floyd Hill
or
Watching Floyd Grow Up
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Murder
I don't want this anger burning in me It's something from which it's so hard to be free And all the tears that we cry in sorrow or rage Could make any difference or turn back the page.
I hope the previous post did not put you off too much. I am told to honor my feelings. Sometimes it is good to vent. This seems a safe place to do it. This is kind of like going to the hillside and screaming at the world what ever is on my mind. Only better, some people actually listen.
I know what you mean. I think I offended someone on my blog but for only writing about how I feel. And they aren't making any sense. I'm confused. I'll just have to "let it go".
Circa 2006 -
Well first off, I am an addict and I admit I am powerless over it and it has made my life unmanageable. So much so that I now have confirmation that my wife is going to divorce me. I believe that less than .01% of the world's (human) population is mentally healthy and this mental health comes about only by pure sheer accident. We're all fucked up it is just a matter of to what degree. As an engineer, I am still wondering when I get to drive the train.
It's hard right now honey. You will always love her. But the pain WILL lesson in a few years.
ReplyDeleteThank you!
ReplyDeleteI hope the previous post did not put you off too much. I am told to honor my feelings. Sometimes it is good to vent. This seems a safe place to do it. This is kind of like going to the hillside and screaming at the world what ever is on my mind. Only better, some people actually listen.
I know what you mean. I think I offended someone on my blog but for only writing about how I feel. And they aren't making any sense. I'm confused. I'll just have to "let it go".
ReplyDeleteYour post didn't put me off.