Friday, June 23, 2006

I sit in my room

trying not to make anybody else my higher power.

I went down on my bike hard last night. My right arm looks like spoiled hamburger and I can't raise it above my chest. And then my wife tells me she doesn't want me to come up in august to see the children. At this point, I am not sure which hurts more.

I tried to get a hold of Tara and she is not there. I called her three times. I left a message once and called two other times. I sense myself needing her. Danger Danger Will Robinson. Run away Run away. She is not your higher power.

4 comments:

Miss Myra said...

why doesn't your ex want you to see the kids?

Floyd Hill said...

it is a long story. The upshot is she wants me to start visiting and be consistent. I was going to go up there with a friend as kind of a one time deal until I can get witts about me again.

Miss Myra said...

How is your arm doing now?

Floyd Hill said...

Thanks for asking.

It is doing better. I can still only raise it up to shoulder height but it is getting better.

Boy, yesterday, I was really feeling sorry for myself. I wanted somebody to care about me so bad. I feel better now.