Shame on me!

So the last several posts have been kind of like a story of metaphores for the journey I am on. When I started out it seemed kind of cool. Now, not so much. I look back at it as kind of foolish and I am kind of embarassed. I mean I would never dream of showing my wife this stuff. She would roll her eyes and get pissed because I am wasting my time. I would feel shame like I am beginning to now. Just thinking about the fact that I wrote this stuff - that I took the time to write this stuff makes me feel shame.