Lambasted

I got lambasted at group last night.

Actually there is this possibility that nobody there actually lambasted me. (well maybe one person actually did)

It started when I missed or actually decided not to go to group last week. Appearently somebody got really pissed because lil' ol' me did not show up. There was another person that did not show up as well. So the issue was raised to a higher level. She had a lot of work to do and she needed us there.

First of all, Wow!, I am that fucking important. - am I????

When we started group I appologized for missing the previous week and told the group that I was placing my needs above the group's needs and I would try not to do that again. Appearently, that was not good enough. It came up as a group business issue.

I have more on this and will write about it later.