Triggers? What does it? Loneliness? The urge to be bad? Attention? Anger? Thoughts of just doing it/ compulsion, just because you can? Boredom? I, being the person/ victim that I am, because I let myself be the victim, do not understand how someone can profess love for someone and betray, and I know in an addict’s mind it a horse of a different color, the person(s) he or she cares about. With mine, I didn't give a rat's ass about my first husband and just fell into the power trip of sex and it was a great way to get attention without the B.S. of having to deal daily with a man.
You know us, we are living by the skin of someone else's teeth until he is over the injury and gets back to work. So what's going on besides the divorce/ child support? You didn't fall off the wagon and not mention it? word - jimxlnt
Circa 2006 -
Well first off, I am an addict and I admit I am powerless over it and it has made my life unmanageable. So much so that I now have confirmation that my wife is going to divorce me. I believe that less than .01% of the world's (human) population is mentally healthy and this mental health comes about only by pure sheer accident. We're all fucked up it is just a matter of to what degree. As an engineer, I am still wondering when I get to drive the train.
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Triggers? What does it? Loneliness? The urge to be bad? Attention? Anger? Thoughts of just doing it/ compulsion, just because you can? Boredom?
I, being the person/ victim that I am, because I let myself be the victim, do not understand how someone can profess love for someone and betray, and I know in an addict’s mind it a horse of a different color, the person(s) he or she cares about. With mine, I didn't give a rat's ass about my first husband and just fell into the power trip of sex and it was a great way to get attention without the B.S. of having to deal daily with a man.
Are you doing okay? I've got a strange feeling you aren't.
You know us, we are living by the skin of someone else's teeth until he is over the injury and gets back to work.
So what's going on besides the divorce/ child support? You didn't fall off the wagon and not mention it?
word - jimxlnt
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