My ex-wife sees me through the lens of the person she knew over fourteen years ago. To a large extent, I believe I have changed. At least in how I behave. I have to admit I still let my thoughts do the "self will run riot" thing. But my actions and outward behavior have changed. All the people I know in the place where I live don't know and have never met the person that my ex knew. When I talk about the way I was they are in disbelief. They can't imagine.
Through the lens with which my ex-wife sees me all my actions, behaviors, things I say, facial expressions, questions I ask, every little nuance, even the way I walk are filtered to answer one question. "How is he manipulating me?" She always comes up with an answer. It is a stunning testament to the way I was.
My solution: Stay the fuck away from her and only communicate with her when absolutely necessary and then only by text.
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