So we'll be friends but we really won't talk to each other.

I really wish she had never asked me out.  I am kind of feeling a little bitter about it. I think it is because I am taking it a bit personally.  I will just do the standard ignore her thing.  You know like I kinda did with you.  It's really just a self preservation kind of thing. Just gotta get her out of my head.

Basically what happened is she lost interest and she found a way out.

I have gotten rid of all contact info for her - everything except unfriending her from facebook which I will probably do in about a month.  I am sure she won't be looking at my page. I am certainly not going to look at hers.  Not having her show up in the instant message thing on the right will help.

Just went on FB and she was on like 9 minutes prior.  I hadn't been on in two days.

I really really gotta put this in a better light.  Can't get a resentment on this but I feel one building.

So I am debating about going to the Sat meeting.  I think I am kind of obligated.  I mean if I don't go it will be somewhat apparent what is going on.  I am being somewhat immature.  Yeah like look at what you are reading hear - like this is really mature isn't it.  I will go and then take a bit of a break from that meeting.  Yeah the fucking resentment is building - gotta stop it.