I'm going through hell. Once again. The hell of it is. hmmm ha ha. Okay, the hell of it is, is that I may have to make a decision that is going to change my life drastically - again. This time I am trying to really think it through and it doesn't seem to be working. Thinking for me never has really worked out.
I love this place that I have come to know as home. I love the people I know here. I mean I think I actually really love the people I know here. How could this possibly happen any where else. I can't even concieve of it. This was some how special. This place is some how special, unique, can not be duplicated. (Am I being redundant?)
They say, "they" being my group and various friends say, "Go, you need to be with your kids!" "They" don't really understand. The drama continues. I still haven't heard anything yet. . .
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