Pain

I don't seem to be able to write unless I am in a lot of pain.  Three posts in 2010.  No posts yet this year until this one.  I had to update some stuff on my server and it caused me to look at a blogging program offered by them.  I also saw Julie and Julia in which the main character writes a blog about Julia Childs.  It got me thinking about doing the blog some more.  So here I am.

In 2006 I did 164 entries.  I was in a lot of pain back then.  I would look at other peoples' blogs and see that their last entries were over a year old and wonder what the hell!  Why did they stop?  How could they stop blogging.  And now here I am haven't blogged in over a year.

Part of it is, is: "Who the hell cares?"  Who the hell cares what I have to say?  I did get an anonymous comment from someone who wrote that they were glad to see I was still writing.  This of course really appeals to my ego!  And this inspires me to write some more.  The comment was from my last post which I had done over a year ago.  The comment was left, I think July 17 of this year.

Today my life is much more boring.  I am much less pissed off about stuff - I mean much much less pissed off about stuff.  I am not in the pain of a divorce.  I am in a boring relationship.  This is a good thing.  On the relationship front boring is good!  We love and respect one another which makes for very low drama.

However, I have has some stuff come up in the last year that I could probably write about.  And I also have some stuff going on write now that might be interesting.  .  .