I have a decision coming up to stay or to go and I do not know what I will do. I am sitting here trying to make a decision without all the information. I mean I have not gotten the "offer." yet. I am expecting it will come tomorrow. It would be great if they would decide for me as in, "We've decided not to extend you an offer." That would really feel like rejection but I would get it.
Making the decision means letting go of something. Making the decision means making a choice and whatever I choose means I am not choosing the other thing. It means I will be loosing something.
I honestly did not think it would come to this!
I am so fucking tired. I had to leave work early today just to come home to sleep.
Oh God, please help me.
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