My Aunt Passes.

Some Place in murica — Alice N. , 89, of some place in murica, passed away early Sunday morning, Aug. 13, 2017, at a hospice place.

Alice was born Feb. 6, 1928, in some place in murica, to Elmer and Ruth.

Our mom was a total reflection of who we have become, one who embraced individualism. She was non-judgmental to our beliefs and who we have become as our own person, whoever that may be. And for that we thank her.

Alice is survived by her daughter, Sally  of some place; two sons, Steve and Dale of some other places; five grandchildren, and four brothers.

In addition to her parents, Alice was preceded in death by her loving husband of 46 years,

Burial will take place at a Cemetery at a later date. 

Those wishing to contribute to Alice’s memory may do so

Condolences may be shared with the family.

News came today, we found a sea of air

When we went back nothing was there

A tower so tall it nearly left the ground

Still, when we looked, nothing was found

There was nothing out there, no, nothing at all

Nothing but space, nothing but ground

All the things I want, and the things I need

And there's nothing but stars looking back at me

But I'll be brave, I'll be brave, I'll be brave

When the time, it comes around

I'll be brave, yeah, I'll be brave

Just let me go now, let me go now...

We got the whole world hanging there

In our little sea of air

We got the whole world hanging there

In our little sea of air

We got the whole world just hanging out

We've got no sea to doubt

We've got the whole world hanging there

When you talk to God about suicide

When you never hear back, I hope you're still alive

And the part of you that never cared

You can leave it here in the sea of air

But I'll be brave, I'll be brave, I'll be brave

When the time, it comes around

I'll be brave, yeah, I'll be brave

Just let me go now!

We got the whole world hanging there

In our little sea of air

We got the whole world hanging there

In our little sea of air

We got the whole world just hanging out

We've got no sea to doubt

We got the whole world hanging there

We got the whole world hanging there

(the whole world hanging there)

In our little sea of air

Dear Wendy,

You left this world with someone loving you.  That someone was me.  There is no way around it.  I so love you.  It is clear I will never be with anyone else no matter how much I might want to be.  And you've seen it.  I want to feel the comfort of another but I felt the comfort of you and I am thinking that is pretty much all I need.  You left this world with someone loving you.  My Aunt Alice did not.  I don't know if my grandma on my dad's side did.  She did not get any love from me.   I could not love her.  There is a good chance my Uncle Gene will not either.  My dad will because I love him.  You certainly did.

I will climb every mountain I can.  I hope to die on one.   My greatest hope is that I die on a nice warm day in a scene similar to what you see below with my last words being, "Awe, fuck!"  And then if time permits I will visualize you. 

In our little sea of air.