This is what today looks like. It is Sunday and I have not spoken to a single soul since I left work on Friday. It actually isn't that bad. So I am going to write about the mundane.
1.) The last caffeine I have had was on Friday morning. . . I am fairly sure. I realized this yesterday afternoon when I started feeling a mild head ache. I then decided that I would continue on and not have any excedrine like stuff.
2.) My knee is better. It did look like this:
This was last Saturday. This has pretty much kept me inactive most of the week. I stayed home from work on Monday then went to the doctor on Tuesday and got a cortisone shot in the knee. I really thought I would be going up Little Bear again this weekend and sort of prepared for it. On Thursday I went for a hike up to about 7600 ft on Elden. The knee did okay but it did give out now and then. The more concerning part was that I was extremely out of breath. On Friday, the knee seemed even better so I went for a walk at lunch. Just as I was getting back it gave out. And then the rest of the day I could feel it wanting to give out. I then went up to 7600 ft again this morning and was completely out of breath. I was wasted by the time I got to the turn around point. I was going to try to make it to the boulders but at 7600 I called it. Concerning! My knee was sore and felt like it wanted to give out but it didn't. It feels like it wants to give when there is a twisting action.
3.) I am debating on whether to go to the Sunday night meeting that seems to be folding.
4.) I have stayed off face book.
5.) I have tried to stay away from seeing Monika at work. I have seen her but from a distance way down the hall or some thing like that. This is just fucking nuts.
6.) I stayed inside the house all day Saturday (yesterday) did not leave once. I actually slept until 3:30. Hopefully to help my knee heal. In the morning I could not put together the motivation to do anything other than watch Styxhexenhammer666 video so I just went back to bed. I watched the videos while I ate the rest of my cinnamon toast crunch cereal.
7.) I have been watching https://www.youtube.com/user/Styxhexenhammer666 He is a smart ass kind of guy and is quite arrogant. He completely lacks compassion. Never the less he appears to make logical arguments. He seems to be well read. And of course he says a lot of stuff I agree with. I ran across him when I was watching Lauren Southern do an interview with him.
8.) Speaking of YouTube, I have been binge watching it. I will say that if I am watching YouTube it is better than the other shit I could be watching which for this weekend appears to be at a minimum.
Thank you G-d.
I did get far too absorbed into the Charlottesville thing and then there was a Boston free speech rally which I started to go for. Finally this afternoon I ended up on more uplifting stuff like Colin Furze
9.) Continue to miss Wendy.
10.) I decided to stop making soap. It is kind of a pain in the ass and it seemed to be fun when Wendy was here. Now it is just a pain in the ass.
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