Went back on Monday. Saw what I didn't want to see.
She did text me on Sunday about the OA meeting. This of course brought it all back. It is Thurs now and I am still reeling. I am probably still reeling from going to her FB page. I keep going back to FB kinda like an alcoholic sniffing the wine cork. It is not going to be sometime in October (if she doesn't contact me again) that I will start to get some relief. . .
I keep going back to see if I've been unfriended by her.
So I've been thinking about going to the OA mtg tomorrow morning. . . .
I feel like such a loser. No wonder why I have no choice but to climb.
My music is a place where you don't exist.
Except, of course, in the songs where you do. (ex. Steal My Sunshine by Len)
Most of my music is a place where only I exist.
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