Here is what is messed up.

I still keep going back to FB.  I am not following her but I still keep going back as if to see if she posted something new.

So then I think, "Maybe I should just take a look at her page just to see what she is posting."  Then I think, "Well what if you see her latest thing with Nathan - how wonderful he is. . . ."

This is so fucking demoralizing.  This is the worst it has ever been.

I really need to climb Crestone Needle this weekend.  There really is no choice.

Shelby, I am a bit curious, how fucked up do you think I am?