I haven't in the really bad way. And I have yet too in the really really bad way. Fortunately, the "really really bad way" only involves me hurting myself - no one else. I am sooooo thankful to what ever power exists - could be God or could be just the way my brain is put together.
I want to stop this. I did really good from last Wednesday through Sunday. On Thurs I shut down my accounts on "the two" sites but then restored them on Monday. It returned on Sunday and I had plans to do something when I got back to Phoenix but I didn't. However, the stuff that I ordered had come in over the weekend while I was up in Montana and I tried it out. It really lost it's appeal though. I have no idea how they engage in that activity.
I need to keep talking.
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Life and Times of Floyd Hill or Watching Floyd Grow Up
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- Floyd Hill
- Circa 2006 - Well first off, I am an addict and I admit I am powerless over it and it has made my life unmanageable. So much so that I now have confirmation that my wife is going to divorce me. I believe that less than .01% of the world's (human) population is mentally healthy and this mental health comes about only by pure sheer accident. We're all fucked up it is just a matter of to what degree. As an engineer, I am still wondering when I get to drive the train.
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