Another Video

Once again, a number of weeks ago.  I guess it would be three weeks ago.  The whole incident with Vicky Cullen happened.  I want to preface the video that I am going to put up on youtube with that incident.  I am starting to see the incident as kind of a hit in the head - a smack up side the face if you will. . .

I don't want to go into the specifics of what happened.  I want to talk about the fact that I went on a date, I was ready to go down the rabbit hole to crazy town with this woman, and I got hurt.  Fortunately, I got hurt before I began the descent into the hole.  Two weekends after that incident I along with my ex-wife and two other sons went to Durango to visit my oldest son at college.

Here goes:

So about two weeks prior to this video I had a fairly mean trick played on me.  It's my own fault.  I walked right into it.  It's hard to know if it was actually intentional.  Anyway, it stung quite a bit.  I felt foolish and ashamed - and, for good reason.  I had lost my way a bit.  I had gotten distracted.  And in that distraction I fell right into somebody's manipulative plan.  It is  quite apparent that that person is living a pretty fucked up life and I almost got sucked into it.

The weekend that this video was shot was parent's weekend at Fort Lewis College.  I spent the weekend with my three boys and my ex-wife.  It was a comforting, warm, and fun weekend with lots of laughter and play.  It was a weekend that helped me refocus.