Thursday, October 19, 2017

Moved this Blog

So I moved this blog from book-of-floyd to the address you see in the address bar.

Why did I do this?

So a number of weeks ago I confided in a coworker about this blog.  This is the first person I have given the info to about this blog.  For what ever reason it kind of felt safe to do so.  And I think it is still "safe" to have her read it.  I confided with her about a lot of stuff that is in this blog - primarily the sex addiction and all that it entails.  She said she really wanted to read it.  She said she likes reading other people's blogs.  I thought, "Yeah it might be pretty good reading for her."

Why did I decide to let her read my blog?

The answer to this is the same as my answer to why I moved the blog.  Ego.

So now I keep looking in my statcounter to see if she has been reading it.  She read quite a bit of it the day I told her about it but then the following day she hooked up with the guy she works with.  So now she is doing what I would be doing and that is fucking.
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all the time.

Yep, there is a lot of envy here.  I would like to be in a new relationship where I am fucking all the time.   And yes, there is a tiny bit of jealousy here as well - she is cute and young and all that but she ain't Monika who by the way is moving to another location and I will never see her again - disappointing but it's for the best I am sure.

Never-the-less I still keep going back to the fucking statcounter site to see if she (not Monika) has looked at the blog.  She hasn't - not since that day.

Question still remains: Why did I move the blog.  Well,  Now I know she can't get to it.  So there is no need to look at statcounter anymore.  I will still look of course just to see if anyone is looking at this stupid fucking journal which is still my ego.

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