So I moved this blog from book-of-floyd to the address you see in the address bar.
Why did I do this?
So a number of weeks ago I confided in a coworker about this blog. This is the first person I have given the info to about this blog. For what ever reason it kind of felt safe to do so. And I think it is still "safe" to have her read it. I confided with her about a lot of stuff that is in this blog - primarily the sex addiction and all that it entails. She said she really wanted to read it. She said she likes reading other people's blogs. I thought, "Yeah it might be pretty good reading for her."
Why did I decide to let her read my blog?
The answer to this is the same as my answer to why I moved the blog. Ego.
So now I keep looking in my statcounter to see if she has been reading it. She read quite a bit of it the day I told her about it but then the following day she hooked up with the guy she works with. So now she is doing what I would be doing and that is fucking.
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all the time.
Yep, there is a lot of envy here. I would like to be in a new relationship where I am fucking all the time. And yes, there is a tiny bit of jealousy here as well - she is cute and young and all that but she ain't Monika who by the way is moving to another location and I will never see her again - disappointing but it's for the best I am sure.
Never-the-less I still keep going back to the fucking statcounter site to see if she (not Monika) has looked at the blog. She hasn't - not since that day.
Question still remains: Why did I move the blog. Well, Now I know she can't get to it. So there is no need to look at statcounter anymore. I will still look of course just to see if anyone is looking at this stupid fucking journal which is still my ego.
Thursday, October 19, 2017
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