Sunday, October 29, 2017

Still she writes nothing; not since "I didn't quit"

It's a beautiful Sunday morning.  There isn't a cloud in the sky.  It has actually been this way for about 28 days now.  The need to TCB seems to be low.  Thank you G-d.  Probably because I got a call from Sheila.  I also got a call from Valerie yesterday.  We talked for quite a bit.  That was nice.

The need to TCB went high and now is low. . . .

I thought I would write soooo much today.  I wrote next to nothing.  And now it is time for the meeting.  And now I feel like writing.

And so I didn't write.  Of course, I am writing this now at work two days later (10/31/2017)  I want to respond to her post but I am so fucking afraid to.  I would so love to communicate back and forth and talk about how fucked up her life is.  And talk about how fucked up my life is.  Which of course it is not but my brain really wants me to think it is.

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