Thursday, May 11, 2006

I spend my days


crafting and sculpting the e-mails so they say just the right thing. What is the right thing? I don't know. I guess the right thing is anything I write where I am honest about my motives. For instance, If I want to say something inflammatory, and I know that it is inflammatory, and that is my true intention, then it is okay to go ahead and send it. But to send something that is inflammatory and send it under the guise of "information." is not the right thing to do.

So every word has to be selected just so. Every sentence reviewed and reviewed again for “true” or “honest” intent. I do not have the luxury of anger anymore. Anger will only hurt my efforts to come out of this thing in the best possible way. Typically my anger usually means I am trying to hide something that is hurting me. I either need to feel the hurt, sadness, and/or disappointment.

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