Could you talk to my wife? Just kidding.
She has every logical reason to want to go.
I am living in a world of fear today. My wife has made it known that she wants every thing I have. She does not want me to have a life after the divorce. She essentially wants me dead. I am so fucking scared I can't think straight.
I think I could either get so scared that I could commit suicide
or I could get so angry I could commit suicide.
I can't believe this is happening to me.
That thing I wrote about falling through the ice, I feel like I am in the water right now. You along with all the other people I know here in flagstaff are cheering me on. But you guys really can't do anything. It is next to impossible to rescue somebody that has fallen through the ice I think. I mean if your just dressed normal. It is extremely risky for the would be rescuer, if not really stupid. So all anybody can really do is just watch, kind of cheer me on and hope I make it. But I think my arms are starting to slow down as the hypothermia sets in.
If the next communiqué I get from her is through a lawyer I am going to just listen to the bubbles as I fall asleep.
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