Monday, May 08, 2006

The waterline gets closer.



Well, there was nothing nasty or mean; she did talk about how she wants to go about the divorce. This is the first statement directly from her that says she wants to get a divorce. I let my friend Tara read it at the coffee shop tonight. She broke out into tears. For some reason I felt really bad about that. I wanted to hug her and tell her it was alright. I think it reminded her of her divorce and what once was and now isn't.

It is so unbelievably sad. I rode my bike home from the coffee shop and people told me to be careful and all that crap. Right now, I am invincible. Nothing can kill me. I am just not that lucky. Actually, I don't really feel this way. I believe I am here for a reason and this is part of that reason. I don't necessarily believe I am invincible but it does seem to me that what I am here for is not quite done yet.

1 comment:

Miss Myra said...

It's good that are capable of recognizing your feelings.


I think you can watch them come in and watch them pass by because you know they are just feelings and not really who you are.

Now we need to try and apply that with All of our feelings...