When we met sixteen years ago I didn't know. Hell, eight, six, years ago. I didn't know. Now, I do.
I will over come this. I will get through this.
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Life and Times of Floyd Hill or Watching Floyd Grow Up
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- Floyd Hill
- Circa 2006 - Well first off, I am an addict and I admit I am powerless over it and it has made my life unmanageable. So much so that I now have confirmation that my wife is going to divorce me. I believe that less than .01% of the world's (human) population is mentally healthy and this mental health comes about only by pure sheer accident. We're all fucked up it is just a matter of to what degree. As an engineer, I am still wondering when I get to drive the train.
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- I can't believe this is happening to me is all he ...
- The rain fell harder and it was starting to get da...
- "Listen, I just have to get away for awhile." She ...
- That morning, as he set out, there was a light mis...
- Sometimes my breath
- The situation is so overwhelming
- Rumination is a style of thinking in which, like a...
- I like music without words
- On top of mt Elden all covered with rock
- Mt Eldon
- My ears are on fire
- On 12 Step
- When we met sixteen years ago I didn't know. Hell...
- Murder
- Get me away from this crazy fucking bitch!
- Give me a sign
- Given a sign
- Scared, yet again
- I need to stop
- Some more good music I got from Macy's
- On a mountain half way between Reno and Rome
- My Friend Scott
- Relief
- I would give anything
- Grateful
- Macy's Sunday Morning
- The program depends on
- Love Addiction
- The 12 Characteristics
- Edie Brickell
- Please God,Don't let the fear overtake me. Please...
- Taking Refuge in Mary
- The Right Side
- The Sunday Night Meeting
- I have to admit
- It certainly is wonderful
- The California Dessert,
- There is something about Mary
- So much for the Division Bell
- Mother will she tear your little boy apart.
- To the ex
- The Far Side of Hill
- The Theory of Failure
- disturbing and disturbed
- I think it is important to understand. . .
- The "land mine"
- Be impeccable with your word
- My Drawing of Max & Ginger
- From a Friend on My Plight
- I spend my days
- I really don't have it in me
- You got to Pray
- Divorce Correspondence
- A note on "She Said,"
- Tried and I tried
- The waterline gets closer.
- Heading into depression
- "The Letter"
- She said, (grammar and spelling corrected a littl...
- The Underlying Theme
- The Crack in the Damn
- R-,I would like to ask you again to examine your m...
- RE: letter and finances
- Take my hand.
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4 comments:
Yep, you will.
How long have you known about your addiction again?
Since about 2001/2002 I started 12 step April 2004
Can you tell me how 12 step has helped you personaly?
12 step has helped me to become spiritual. It is called a spiritual program of recovery. Do not confuse it with religion or "born again" christian or some type of cult. It is anything but these things. It is very personal. For me 12 step has helped me to connect with other people in a way I never thought or understood possible.
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